Dear friend, I'm sorry for taking so long to write to you. But here I am! I'm doing... numb. I can't cry, sleep, eat. And it's annoying - but I guess I'm just avoiding my feelings, otherwise they'd work havoc in my mind/body. Don't you wish you could just go away and leave your problems behind? It'd be amazing. You have all that thing of 'i don't care', but we do. We have to. Otherwise who are we if we don't care about anything? I hope you are well and that you are having a happy mother's day! asked by Anonymous

Dear Charlie, it’s fine, don’t be sorry but I just want you to know anytime you need somebody I am here. Please do not forget that! I know how you feel, I’ve been through that so hopefully I can give you some advice. Block out anything that making you feel like that, it’s not worth it. I don’t know what I can say to make you feel better. But there is light at the end of the tunnel. It’s not going to get better straight away, but if you wait good will come to you. I know it’s hard, believe me I’m still there but you will get through. I want to run away so bad and now that I’m actually getting to move out this town, I’m scared to leave, if that makes sense? I know when I feel like that all I want to do is block everyone and everything out, but that is like the worse thing you can do. You need someone to be there for you. You need to let everything out, it could be your parents, best friend, family member or even me. I’m here for you. That is true, you can say ‘I don’t care’ as many times as you want about your problems but you need to face the fact that they hurt you. Tell me about your problems, I’ll listen, promise. Thank you and I hope you are too, although in the UK Mother’s day is a different date but none the less have a good day! Love your friend. xxx